Leeds captain Stevie Ward says the lasting effects of two concussions have left him having to consider his options for the future.
The 27-year-old said that while retirement was too strong a word to use, he has to "consider the risks that come with playing" after spending 2020 suffering with serious symptoms in the wake of two head knocks.
Posting on Instagram, Ward said he had suffered "symptoms of migraines, light and screen sensitivity, slurred speech, inability to exercise, irritability, anxiety, depression, insomnia, fogginess and dizziness" in the wake of the incidents which happened in January and February.
Ward still hopes resuming his playing career is an option and as such does not want to use the word retirement.
However, he says if he does decide to stop playing in 2021, that does not necessarily mean the end.
"I am (at a crossroads). I'm coming into the prime of my career, physically as well, and there's been one massive curveball I've had to deal with this year," he said.
"All I've ever wanted to do is play rugby and play for Leeds Rhinos. It's been one of the biggest drivers of my life and a massive part of my identity, but I'm coming to a phase now where I'm having to consider the risks that come with playing such a contact sport and what's best for me.
"I know my abilities as a player and the challenges I can take on going forward, whether its in or out of sport. I'm in a position which is scary but exciting. I've got to consider my options.
"Retirement, the word retirement, is an option. If I was to stop playing next year, I don't think it'd be retirement, it'd be doing some different things. I'm 27 and I hope, there's a small minority of people who don't get better...
"Retirement, I wouldn't be stopping, I'd be doing other things in another area of the world, and there's always the option to come back to play."